I have not been on in forever, I forget about this alot.
So,Thanksgiving! How was everyone’s? I’m pretty sure I can tell you what everyone did.
Ate,Family,Games,Football and then shopping on black Friday!?
Typical Thanksgiving for the typical family. But Thanksgiving is about being together and loving one another no matter how much you hate that cousin or that aunt or uncle or what have you. Although is also about that turkey!
Christmas is just around the corner! I don’t know about you but I’m so ready for it. If it does not snow,I will be very upset.
SO! flush those ice cubes wear those pj’s inside out and all of the above.
Wow,I’ve not posted in a while. I sometimes forget I even have this thing and then some how I just remember.
How is everyone!? Oh,never mind.
So,July 4th is coming up and I only really care about it for the fire works,its that wrong? I mean half the people don’t even know what we are celebrating plus little kids like the fire works too therefore I believe is okay.
Question? You know how you have those friends who claim that you’re one of their “best” YET when it comes to a secret they don’t tell you and then later you find something out about them that wrecks everything but yet you don’t wanna let them down when they need you at one point.Why should you be there for them when they keep things from you?
I wanna be a people person but I just don’t have it in me,darn.
Is it possible to get lost in your own mind. I feel like i’m always missing something. Some nights I wish I could just be alone in the house and just lay in bed and think about everything and not have to worry about my thoughts being interrupted.
I wonder what life would be like if I was never born,where people would be,what the world would be like. Sometimes I wish for things that are wrong and hurtful,is that so wrong though? To want something that you know will never happen just for the heck of it..I do.
I wish I had the courage to burn my identity and just pack up and walk out my front door and never come back. When I think of being on my own and leaving this smile comes across my face. Maybe my life would be better if I left everything behind.
But most of all,maybe I would be happy.
I really don’t want to be here anymore. I need new people around me,I need to be as happy as I used to be.
I’m lost
Dear Summer,
How have you been? I’ve been expecting you for sometime now. Where did you go? You have not missed much although you have been missed. Lets make this an amazing 2009 summer. Okay?
Love,In Touch
I’m trying to figure out if this is a waste of time. I’m not really wanting people to know my feelings. I’m feeling better about everything. I just need a get away. I wanna go to Hawaii and lay on the sand with the clear ocean wave mist hitting my face while I lay in a hammock with a bathing suit on and a skirt wrap and the breeze blowing.
..Almost sounds to good to be true.
So,today. What can I say? I’ve got 2 followers. Yay? Anyway today was like any other and nothing major happened but nothing ever happens. I want alot of pets,something to come home to everyday.
I was just told a story about how some man packed up his lunch and drove around looking for work,Which breaks my heart. He didn’t do a very good job but he got laid off from work and him and his wife are looking for something to bring in money and they decided to give this a try.
I really wish I could do something.
So,it’s true. Some people do have hearts.
I’m starting my life over. I’m living life with every thing I have. I’ll probably step over people and get hurt but I have a feeling in the end it will be worth it. In fact I know it will. I’ve got everything I need..MYSELF.
